Disconnected

My mind logs in, but my soul won't load

Password lost, heart's in ghost mode

Flesh online, but I feel fake

Like I'm trapped in a version I didn't make

I scroll through pain like it's nothing new

Filter my grief with a dopamine hue

I laugh in pixels, cry in code

I'm just a file no one ever downloads

I can't feel my face, is that okay?

Numb's the only way I've learned to stay

I'm disconnected

Tied to wires I can't see

I lost the signal

Between who I am and who I should be

Static love, synthetic dreams

No one left behind the screen

Just a name without a soul

I'm disconnected

My friends are just usernames fading out

I scream in emojis, no one's around

I built my walls out of ones and zeros

Now I glitch like fallen heroes

No scars on skin, they're all inside

You can't unfollow what you can't hide

Beneath the calm, I break in loops

I delete myself in little groups

Pull the plug

Cut the feed

Let me drown

In apathy

Burn the wires

Kill the stream

You can't save

What doesn't dream

I can't feel my face, is that okay?

Numb's the only way I've learned to stay

I'm disconnected

From everything I used to feel

I lost the signal

In a world that isn't real

Plastic hearts and broken screens

No more me in all these memes

Just a voice without a soul

I'm disconnected