Pain Stay Away

Hey pain

What's up?

Can you come back another day?

I just say

Pain pain go away

Come back another day

I just wanna breathe before I fade

I know it's gonna hurt when I disappear

But I was never built to stay here

I get close, then I ruin the feeling

That's just the way I'm wired, no healing

I tell myself this time I'll try

But something inside me always says goodbye

I smile, I touch, I say the words

Then watch it all turn to dirt

I can't stay

I never could

Even when I want to

I never could

Pain pain go away

Come back another fucking day

I just wanna get one up on life

Before it drags me back into the grave

Pain pain go away

I keep running but I stay the same

Always leaving, always breaking

Before it all goes down

I can't promise you tomorrow

I can't even promise you tonight

I want to mean it when I say I love you

But love dies fast inside my mind

You deserve someone who stays

I'm just the ghost that always fades

I know I'm poison, I know I'm wrong

Still I keep dragging you along

I can't stay

I never could

Even when it feels good

I never could

Pain pain go away

Come back another fucking day

I just wanna get one up on life

Before it drags me back into the grave

Pain pain go away

I keep running but I stay the same

Always leaving, always breaking

Before it all goes down

Before it all goes down

Before it all goes down

Before it all goes

Before it all

Before it all goes down

Before it all goes down

Before it all goes

Before it all

Pain pain go away

Don't fuck my day

Every time I try to love

I just accelerate the pain

Pain pain go away

Let me get one up before I'm gone

Before I ruin everything

Before it all goes

Down

Before it all goes

Down

(Pain... pain...)

(Go away...)

(It's still running...)

(I can't shut it down...)