Unfixable (DNA)

(It's still running...)

(I can't shut it down...)

(It's still running...)

(I can't shut it down...)

I woke up thinking today's the day

That I finally break the chain

Changed my routines, changed my face

Still woke up feeling the same

I deleted and deleted, deleted names

Burned the photos, burned the shame

But something inside just laughs at me

Like "boy you never really changed"

I keep pressing reset

But the system won't forget

I'm unfixable

No matter what I try

This shit is burned into my blood

It's never gonna die

I'm unfixable

Every time I swear I'm new

I end up right back in the same fucking loop

Same fucking loop

Same fucking

They say "just heal, just let it go"

Like it's that fucking easy though

I've read the books, I've done the work

Still the same demons do the dirt

I smile pretty for the gram

But inside I'm still that broken man

The version I hate, the one I ran from

Always catches up when I'm alone

I scream and scream, I scream at God

But the answer's always "this is all you got"

I'm unfixable

No matter what I try

This shit is burned into my blood

It's never gonna die

I'm unfixable

Every time I swear I'm new

I end up right back in the same fucking loop

Unfixable

Unfixable

Unfixable

I can't run, I can't hide

It lives where I live inside

Maybe I was never meant to win this

Maybe this is just who I is

Every scar, every mistake

Every promise that I break

It's all me

It's all me

They say the apple don't fall far

Guess I'm still hanging on that fucking tree

Mom's sadness, dad's anger, both living in me

I smile for pictures, I lie when they ask

But inside I'm just replaying the past

Generation after generation

Same pain, different presentation

This curse is in my veins

Every high, every low, every scar remains

No matter how hard I fight

The blood wins every single night

I, I can't run, I can't hide

It's deep inside, it's deep inside

They say the apple don't fall far

Guess I'm still hanging on that fucking tree

Mom's sadness, dad's anger, both living in me

Living in me, living in me, living in me

Living in me, living in me

Both feelings living in me

Generation after generation

Same pain, different presentation

Generation after generation

Same pain, different presentation

The blood wins every single night

Yeah, the blood wins every single night

Yeah, the blood wins every single night

Hear my voice when I'm losing control

I'm unfixable

Yeah, yeah, I'm unfixable

No matter how loud I scream

This blood won't let me leave

I'm unfixable

Unfixable

I'm unfixable

Unfixable

Every piece I tried to love

Still rots inside my blood

I'm, I'm unfixable

I'm unfixable

I'm unfixable

(I can't kill it...)

(Still running...)

(I can't shut it down...)

(Stays...)