Out of Phase

(Ooh… slipping out of place)

(Ooh… I don't wanna wake)

I watched the daylight twist and run away

Like even time didn't wanna stay

My voice came back but it wasn't mine

Said things I buried out of sight

We move in shades I can't explain

Somewhere between the loss and gain

Still caught inside what used to burn

Circling something that won't return

And I feel it shifting under me

Like I'm not where I'm supposed to be

Everything's a little out of phase

But I don't wanna change a thing

All the noise just melts away

When the silence starts to sing

Voices echo, out of line

Like they're living in my head

If this is wrong, I don't mind

I'd rather stay here instead

You say my name, it bends the room

Like I've been here too long with you

I chase a version of myself

That disappears in someone else

The walls breathe in, the ceiling sways

I lose the sense of night and day

And in the quiet, something grows

The loudest thing I've ever known

Ch— changing my direction

No direction, no connection

Lost inside the reflection

Breaking into sections

Fade— fading every border

Out of focus, out of order

I don't know what's getting closer

I just know it's taking over

I keep folding into shapes

I don't recognize as mine

Every edge begins to break

Every line becomes a lie

I don't know where I begin

Or the version that I've been

All I know is in this state

I don't feel the weight

Everything's a little out of phase

And I think I'm meant to stay

All the noise just fades to grey

In a dream I can't escape

If I'm lost, I'll stay this way

There's no reason left to wake

(Ooh… out of phase…)

(Ooh… drift away…)