Still Here

Ich bin draußen, ohne Angst,

Der letzte hier, der anders tanzt.

Seh' sie alle, blind und starr,

Verkaufen ihren Arsch, als wäre das ganz normal.

Jeder trägt seine Fassade,

Doch ich will raus, raus aus diesem Saftladen.

Schreit meine Wahrheit, bis es schallt,

Bin der Fremde, der nicht mehr hierhin passt.

I lost my name in the echoes and smoke

Tried to fix myself, but mostly broke

Told myself pain is the price of strength

But now I sit still, just counting length

Of days I don't feel, and nights I can't cry

Of people who left and didn't say why

But I'm breathing... yeah, barely, but real

Maybe that's more than I used to feel

I don't have answers, don't have a map

But I've got a pulse, and that's a start

I've built and burned and broke apart

Still standing here with a stitched-up heart

I'm still here, not whole, not clean

But I outlived the worst of me

I ain't healed, but I'm not gone

Not a hero, just holding on

No bright light, no rescue near

But I'm breathing through the fear

Yeah, I'm tired, and I'm unclear

But I'm still here

All those nights I begged to fade

Are now just ghosts I never made

I still hear them when I try to sleep

But they whisper less, they crawl more deep

I don't forgive myself that fast

But I'm learning how to leave the past

Not erase it, just live above

With quiet hate and louder love

I used to think I had to win

Now I just hope to begin

Not with glory, not with fire

But with something that won't expire

I'm still here, not whole, not clean

But I outlived the worst of me

I ain't healed, but I'm not gone

Not a hero, just holding on

No bright light, no rescue near

But I'm breathing through the fear

Yeah, I'm tired, and I'm unclear

But I'm still here

Still broken...

Still bleeding...

Still here.