Too Far Gone

I don't even flinch when I break things now

Used to feel guilt, but I lost that somehow

I look in the mirror, don't know that face

Eyes like warzones, soul misplaced

I used to scream to feel alive

Now silence feels like peace in disguise

They say I've changed, yeah, maybe I did

But if they saw what I saw, they'd close their lids

I got strong, yeah, but strength has a side

It builds a wall when you run and hide

I'm still standing, but the lights are off

Got the power, but what's the cost?

Am I too far gone to come back home?

Built this throne out of skin and bone

Lost my name in the things I've done

Is there a way back, or is that gone?

I fought for peace, but I found a void

Became what I hate just to fill the noise

Now I sit in the dark with the crown I stole

Too far gone... just a shell, not whole

I am the same book, but never the same page

I'm more ghost now than memory

I burn bridges with a silent stare

And call it progress when I don't care

I talk to God but forget what I said

Because the devil talks back but it's all in red

I don't bleed, I just leak regret

Got no heart, just a cold reset

Maybe this is what I asked for

Maybe I became the monster

Just to make it out alive

Did I get too strong? Yeah, but strength has a side

It builds a wall when you run and hide

I'm still standing, but the lights are off

Got the power, but what's the cost?

Am I too far gone to come back home?

Built this throne out of skin and bone

Lost my name in the things I've done

Is there a way back, or is that gone?

I fought for peace, but I found a void

Became what I hate just to fill the noise

Now I sit in the dark with the crown I stole

Too far gone... just a shell, not whole

Too far gone...

Too far gone...

Is this who I am

or who I became...?

Is this who I am

or who I became...?

Am I too far gone to come back home?

Built this throne out of skin and bone

Lost my name in the things I've done

Is there a way back, or is that gone?

I fought for peace, but I found a void

Became what I hate just to fill the noise

Now I sit in the dark with the crown I stole

Too far gone... just a shell, not whole

Too far gone...

Too far gone...

Is this who I am

or who I became...?